Salam everyonee :) 

Its been so many months since I update in this blog ahahhah maklumlah 'busy' sangat. 

Anywayss, I've recently finished my last posting of the year which obstetrics and gynaecology. Needless to say, sejak masuk clinical ni this the my second favourite posting so far. I think if I didn't have a change to pursue in neurosurgery, I will consider Obs&Gyn as a second choice. Tapi yang peliknya, masa online class (*masa first pkp) o&g ni la posting yang paling stressful tauu. Not because the syllabus, its because of the assignment yang belambakkk. I swear I cuma tidur 3-4 hours per day je masa online session dulu. but I changed my mind anyways hahahah. 

By the way, have you ever liked someone who is much older than you? I mean not 20+ years older la but someone older in general. aaaaaa I think I have a crush on this guy I met here in campus. basically, my campus ni ada hospital for private wing and he's one of the specialist there. I think new specialist kot sbb macam muda lagi. sebab dia la i rasa macam it's fun to study o&g. hmm if he ever encounter this blog, hi, dr :) 

Mesti you guys pelik kan dengan senior dr pun nak suka. fyi i am attracted to someone who is competent which means that I don't go for looks but i go for intelligent person. Somehow bila dah besar ni I find someone who takes their education seriously is more attractive. I think it depends on individual's preference kot. hmm maybe that's that reason why I'm single until now hahahah jk. 

Okay, it's time for me to study for a bit. I have viva tomorrow and for the next 3 weeks my life going be very hectic since my final theory exam is just around the corner. I hope you guys have an amazing day :) Pray for me too.

Assalamualaikum and good night

 Assalamualaikum and hi :)

Its been a while since I update my blog. tup tup dah habis 2020. 

By the time I've post this, Its already 2021. 

So I decided to wrap up how my life has been for this year with some pictures as a memory. 

My 2020 wasn't the best year of my life yet it does teaches me the most important things in life. 2020 is the year I've had heartbreaks *by crush tho. I honestly didn't see that coming*. I've also had my dean's award *alhamdulillah*. This year, I've also passed my professional exam which means I am now in my clinical year. Yeayyy alhamdulillah. 3 more year to go :)) Hopefully I manage to graduate on time amiin. 

Here's some pictures I've took throughout this year that I thought was memorable :)

 

January 2020 

My first time ever visits USS in Singapore. 10/10 :))

February 2020 

We all passed our semester 3 exam *yeayyy* Semester 3 was the killer semester i guess. The module was really hard as for me but we all managed to pass our exam. 

March 2020 *before MCO* 

Shoutout to this two beautiful girl. Diorang main volley sebijik macam dalam haikyuu 

August 2020 

Masa ni after MCO and we are allowed to travel around. Had some fun here to be honest but the time we spent are very limited :(

December 2020 

I really love hiking. This is a new thing that I've just discovered. Tpi takde geng lagi and hopefully I managed to get new friend with the same hobby :)

In a nutshell, 2020 is not my favourite year but at least I learn a lottt throughout this year. L learn to overcome stress. not to mention the amount of stress online distance learning gave me. Alhamdulillah the faculty allows me to go back to UiTM Sg Buloh since my course desperately need a practical especially year 3 and above. 

This is also my first time ever to experience quarantine and not socialize with other people for nearly 6 months. For the first time I downloaded TikTok apps and turn out the apps is really fun. *but most of them are rempit content* 

 I genuinely hope that 2021 would be a lot nicer to me compared to 2020. Amiin. May 2021 be the best year to us :) 

Thats all from mee byee.

 Hi and assalamualaikum everyone :) 

Have you ever fell for that cute guys who sits across you in the auditorium hall ? And one day you catch him looking at you and even smile when you look back. Your heart went *ahhhhhhh* and you feel like screaming. Two month passes by and you still catch him looking at you silently during the class.

You ever thought “Did he liked me ?” . He approached you always be nice at you. You thought he was being nice just towards you. Your hopes goes high up and you thought that he is the one. You guys talked to each other all the time even at night. Late night talks. Dinners. And even a ‘fun fair dates’. You really had a good time with him.  

One day, you stalked his twitter account and suddenly you dropped your phone. Looking at his timeline are full of a gorgeous looking girl, who appears to be his girlfriend. Yup. You know what happens next. 

You’re in denial. “She might be his ‘best girl friend’”. and then there’s a photo of them having a candle light dinner in the hotel. 

And then you’re confident that she is his girlfriend. All this while, you’re just hanging out with someone’s boyfriend without you knowing. Your heart crush into pieces, tears are falling like its raining. Lying in bed with enormous thought. 

Yeah this is what happens to me not a while ago. And still it hurts when my friends talks about him. I realised that I would probably have to face him for 3 more years before I finish my degree life. I don’t believe in love at that moment. 

So, what did I do to forget him ? Here are some of my tips to overcome heart breaks. 

1. Block all his/her social media. 

This is the first thing that you need to do. Get rid of him from your social media account. It might be hard but try to do. You’ll thank me. By doing this, you’ll never encounter his face ever on your timeline. Its not about being childish. Its about self-love. What if seeing him on you social media makes you feel like you’re worthless. 

2. NEVER stalk him ever again on his social media.

It is probably hard to to this but trust me. If you always stalk him, you’ll tend to blame yourself or him. Listen. Its both our fault. Why would you fall for him in the first place for just being nice to you ? He could be the type of person who is friendly to anyone. STOP stalking him. 

3. CRY 

Let it all out. Its not good to keep it all to yourself. I am not that kind of person who likes to cry in front of other people. So I stay inside my room for days and cry. I know its a waste of time. I’m in shock. I didn’t think wise at that time but it relieves my sadness. To me, this tips is very helpful. 

4. Forgive and forget

For the sake of professionalism, you might be working with him again in your upcoming project. Forgive him might not be easy for you but hey.. people make mistakc and its okay to forgive them for what they have done. My next tips might be helpful for this point so keep readin ya :) 

5. Talk to someone new

Yep thats it. Talking doesn’t romantically. It can be as easy as making new friends in order to forget him. Avoid talking to him/her for the time being. Unless you’ve completely moved on. 

 Hi and assalamualaikum guys :)

Its been a while since I upload a new post in this blog. 

For the past few months I have been struggling to prepare for a really big examination *for me* . Now, I am currently on my semester holiday after habis my professional exam. Hopefully, me and my entire batch can masuk clinical year next semester. Pray for us ya :)

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